do you ever dream about them
the teachers, the doctors, the counselors
the psych professor who saw a lot of promise in you
the professionals who didn’t see it
do you ever shout at them in your sleep
i was just a kid
and you were the expert on the tower
with training and power
who was supposed to notice
that i was drowning
I mostly write about asexuality and being a queer Christian, but those aren’t the hardest challenges I’ve encountered in my faith. Being both queer and Christian has been difficult, but it has also shown me a community of love, belonging, joy, and all the fruits of the Spirit.
My hardest challenge to my faith was recovering from a relationship with God that was based on anxiety, performance, and achievement. As an Enneagram 3, I will always fight this, but it really came to a head after college.
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